Tuesday, October 29, 2019

CERTAIN OR UNCERTAIN?


If you’ve been watching world events changing our landscape each and every second you’ve no doubt have a great amount of thoughts going through your mind…..like what can I be certain about and what not.   

We all like certainty in our lives.  It helps provide some sort of direction.  Like things are all planned out.  But, look around you again.  Just when you think you have it all figured out, anything can happen.  And often times it does.   We could lose our job, a pet could get run over, a parent could suffer a heart attack, the furnace could quit working or your husband or wife could leave and take the children with them.  Now, that’s a pretty ugly way to look at some facts of life that could occur.  But hey, they do.  

Matthew Henry might have summed it up best on his “Complete Commentary on the Bible”.  “In this age of theory and ‘we can not know for sure about anything’, it is wonderful to have a belief system concerning which we may ‘know with certainty.’  Henry comments about a surefire direction in Luke 1:4.  “It was intended that he should know the certainty of those things, should understand them more clearly and believe more firmly.  There is a certainty in the gospel of Christ, there is that therein which we may build upon; and those who have been well instructed in the things of God when they were young should afterwards give diligence to know the certainty of those things, to know not only why we believe,  but why we believe it, that we may be able to give a reason of the hope that is in us.”    




These are not easy times.  More than ever before our faith will be put to the test.    That I'm certain of.  With many apparent signs, it should be obvious that the LORD'S return could be soon.  That I'm certain of too.  

A message from Focus on the Family in 2011 spelled things out a little more succinctly.  "Let's assume for a moment that these are the end times.  What then?  How should a Christian respond?  Fortunately, the apostle Peter gives us straightforward answer to this question.  Writing specifically with reference to the end of the age, when "the heavens will pass away with a great noise, and the elements will melt with fervent heat, and both the earth and the works that are in it will be burned up, "Peter does not suggest that believers head for the hills, adopt a 'fortress mentality' and start stockpiling food and weapons.  Instead, he ask "since all these things will be dissolved, what manner of persons ought you to be in holy conduct and godliness, looking for and hastening the coming of the day of God, because of which the heavens will be dissolved, being on fire and the elements will melt with fervent heat?"  (II Peter 3 10-12). 

As Peter sees it, end-time Christians are called to do one thing:  they are to practice holiness and do good to others wherever and whenever they can.  They are supposed to work the works of God 'while it is day' (John 9:4)           

Hopefully this will help easy some worries you might have.  God is near and loving and he is coming.  That we can all be certain of.  Now the question is, are you ready?

YGG,

John  

Monday, October 14, 2019

IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER


Last week President Donald Trump pulled U.S. Troops out of Syria.  To say the least, a firestorm ensued.  Members from both Republican and Democratic parties have voiced their opposition.  That's not really unexpected.  So have a number of religious leaders.  That is a little surprising.

Conservative Christians have stood by President Trump on nearly all of his decisions and in spite of  raunchy accusations thrown at him.  The New York Times offered thoughts on the breaking of the ranks.  "Some of Mr. Trump's top evangelical supporters broke rank to raise alarms over this move to withdraw troops from Syria, which prompted Turkish forces to launch a ground an air assault against Kurdish-led militia that has been a crucial ally in the American fight against ISIS.  As Turkish warplanes began to bomb Syrian towns on Wednesday, the prominent Franklin Graham called for Mr. Trump to reconsider his decision and worried that the Kurds-and Christian minorities in the region they have defended-could be annihilated.  Pat Robertson, founder of the Christian Broadcasting Network, said he was appalled by the Presidents decision, and added that the President of  the United States is in great danger of losing the mandate of heaven if he permits this to happen.  Senator Lindsey Graham, who rarely breaks with the President, said it could be the biggest mistake of his Presidency." 
 

Turkey begins invasion of Northern Syria 

This really shouldn't be a surprise y'all.  If you look back on Trump's campaign promises he listed the Middle East as a "total and complete mess" and wished the government had spent the trillions of dollars in the U.S. instead.  He has long called for us to leave the Middle East.   In February of this year he threatened to pull troops but backed off on the withdrawal.   This time there will be no looking back.   

How did Israel take the news?  Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu hasn't offered any public response to the United States.  In fact, he became appreciably stronger in his stance of what the future holds.  "We very much appreciate the important U.S. backing, which has only increased greatly in recent years (but) we always remember and apply the basic rule that guides us:  Israel will defend itself, by itself, against any threat,"  Netanyahu announced.  BTW, let's mention here that in the end times, let's remember, Israel goes it alone...and they do it with a great amount of confidence that they can handle any and all comers.     

So let's get down to the truth.  That is, if you can handle that.  It doesn't really matter what I think, what you think, what any political expert believes or any religious leaders espouses.  There's only ONE that knows what matters.   And that is God.  Read Ezekiel 35-39 and it will become a clearer.

From my perspective, things are matching up so well.  Perhaps they're happening a little quicker than anyone could have predicted.   But isn't that the case.  To use a sports analogy.  Momentum, momentum, momentum.   

YGG,

John

P.S. "I will make known my holy name among my people Israel.  I will no longer let my holy named by profaned, and the nations will know that I the Lord am the Holy One in Israel.  It is coming! It will surely take place, declares the Sovereign Lord.  This is the day I have spoken of.- Ezekiel 39-7-8 

 

      



         










Tuesday, October 8, 2019

DO YOU SEE WHAT I SEE?


I'm not a political activist.  I'm not a fortune teller.  Nor am I Bible Scholar.  What I am though, is someone that has his eyes open far and wide to what is going on in the world today.  I hope you are too.  If not, in a few words....you need to be.

Monday, President Trump decided to withdraw U.S. troops from Syria's border flanking Turkey.  Many members on each side of the Congressional aisle are not in favor of such a move calling the decision one that could threaten Turkish invasion and lead to the slaughter of U.S. Allies in the region.

Senator Lindsey Graham (R-S.C), said in an interview that it was "an impulsive decision that has long-term ramifications" and "cuts against sound military and geopolitical advice."     

Here's where things get a little confusing.  CNN usually sides against the President.  Not so much this time.   CNN analyst Jeffrey Toobin offered thoughts that a majority of voters favor less military involvement in the Middle East and that more people are with Trump than the politicians.   And then it becomes, who knows better?

If you're watching world events and relating that to Ezekiel 35-39 than your warning signals have to working overtime.  Things appear to be lining up all over the place.  Russia President Vladimir Putin and Iran are clearly warming up towards each other.  Makes one think that Turkey, Russian and Iran are sitting together making a big plan for Syria.  It could very well lead to the United States falling to the wayside and it becoming a major threat for Israel.  What might happen next?

"The honest answer is that the Bible does not say",  Joel Rosenberg wrote on his blog last June.  "But to Motherjones.com in Rosenberg's 'Twelfth Iman' series, he postulates that the emergence of the Mahdi, the Muslim messiah, leads to the rise of a new Islamic caliphate in the Middle East that prepares to decapitate Israel by launching nuclear warheads from Damascus.  As the top-rated Amazon review for the final book in the series, "Damascus Countdown" puts it....this is a great read for anyone interested not only in the prophetical future of Israel but for Iran and Syria as well.  It makes one want to keep his or her eyes wide open on the current day Middle East events and see if they line up to eschatological Old Testament passages."


Rockets will signal the war of all Wars 


Whatever you do, don't put your head in the sand and think nothing is at hand.  We are getting closer day by day, hour by hour and minute by minute.  You need to be ready.  Are you?  Is your family?  Are your friends? 

Let me put it a little more understandable way.  "There will be terrible times in the last days.  People  will be lovers of money, boastful, proud, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy, without love, unforgiving, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not lovers of the good, treacherous, rash, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God"- (2Timothy 3:1-4)

See a pattern. 

YGG,

John



Friday, September 27, 2019

HANG ON....


Last weekend I had the opportunity to watch the 2019 Understanding the Times Conference that was held in Minneapolis, Minnesota.  The lineup of speakers was superb.  Not in any special order, the group was made up of Amir Tsarfati, an international Bible teacher from Israel and author of the book, "The Last Hour: An Israeli Insider Looks at the End Times";  Robert Jeffress, pastor of the First Baptist Church, Dallas Texas who serves on President Trump's evangelical advisory board;  Jack Hibbs, leader of Calvary Chapel, Chino Hills, California whose "Real Life with Jack Hibbs, is a frequent destination both online and on radio;  J.D. Farag who pastors Calvary Chapel, Kaneohe, Hawaii and hosts an online prophecy update on YouTube;  Laurie Cardoza-Moore from Proclaiming Justice to the Nation and the leader of the Conference, Jan Markell, the founder of Olive Tree Ministries.   

For me, Tsarfati and Farag captured my attention the most.  Tsarfati for what he senses happening in Israel today and what the future looks like.  Of special interest and discussion was the result of the recent election for a new Prime Minister.  Benjamin Netanyahu, who had served for the previous four terms had been expected to have a difficult road to victory.  Not many expected what transpired.  Not only did Netanyahu not win, no one did.   Not Benjamin or his primary challenger, former three-star general Benny Gantz.  They ended in a stalemate with neither one able to land a majority to form a government.  Days later though, President Reuven Rivlin tasked Netanyahu with forming a new government, the but the solution for such action doesn't appear on the horizon.  Wednesday night, Netanyahu called a number of ministers and told them unless there is a breakthrough with Kahol Lavan, he will inform the President he is unable to carry out the forming of the government. 

Should that be a concern?  No question, according to Tsarfati.  But not necessarily the way you'd think.  For some time now, there has been discussion of a new peace plan that President Trump was going to roll out with the Netanyahu.  If he doesn't resume his Prime Minister duties then what?  Is that deal dead in the water.  And could that be a reason why the United States doesn't come to the aid of Israel?  Could the issues with the Netanyahu election be the trigger of  it all?   To put it bluntly, we are in the countdown days. 

Farag's words provided solace in the matter.  There are a couple of songs over the years with a theme of hanging on.  The one that comes most to mind is "You Keep me Hanging On", a song made famous by the Supremes in the 1960's.   

Set me free why don't cha babe
Get out of my life why don't cha babe
'Cause you don't really love me
You just keep me hangin' on 

Set me free why don't cha babe
Get out of my life why don't cha babe
'Cause you don't really love me
But you keep me hangin' on

Why do you keep a comin' around playing with my heart?
Why don't cha get out of my life and let me make a brand new start?
Let me get over you the way you gotten over me, yeah, yeah

Okay, I digress, as J.D. would say.  I just couldn't resist doing a little singing and humming from the little ditty from the past.  After all, it was a super, super song.

The point Farag stated quite honestly was that he went through a period recently...not a breakdown, but an overwhelming period of hopelessness.  He looked around his church and saw much of the same thing.   He saw people who were tired and worn down by the world.   But through this time, he heard God tell him to "hang on".   More directly, he sensed God's words saying, "I told you it was going to be like this in the end times".  So, Farag, stated, "why should we be surprised?  Just hang in there and hang on". 

To wrap things up, Farag offered the following thought.  We can maybe go without food for awhile, maybe we could go without water for a few days, but we can't even go a few seconds without Hope".

Remember that when things are spiraling to despair.  Hope and Hangin On.  It will be great tonic to your soul.

YGG,

John

P.S.  Jan Markell's Conference was so well done.  You should make plans to check in on the 2020 Understanding the Times Conference.  That is....if we're here.  And if we're not, that's not such a bad thing.  Then we can change up the phrase to "Is this Iowa.  No, it's Heaven".

It should be obvious which is which.....




Wednesday, September 11, 2019

LOCATION, LOCATION, LOCATION.....

Where have I been?  Well, that's a real good question.  I've been blogging sports stories and working on a book that is now at the publisher.  It has kept me busy.  At least I try to convince myself of that.   My wife might have a totally different slant on the subject.   Back to the book, "Hope is a Weapon", is a reflection on my son's deployment to Afghanistan in 2010.  Not only is it a story of his journey, but also of another one of our son's entry into the National Guard at roughly the same time....and then how our family navigated those waters.  I'll let you in on a little secret.  We couldn't have  accomplished it without our faith and HOPE.

Obviously, I haven't been blogging on this site, that's for sure.  It's been 18 months since I've posted anything.   I think it's about time to get back in the seat and bury my head in the laptop.  More appropriately,  I sense God is prompting me to get back at it.  So, here we go.....





I've been thinking a whole bunch lately.  Not just the inane things that are part of every day life but the more important things.  Faith and family and future.  Ironically, they go hand in hand in hand.  At least that's what I've been thinking.  Where do I do that thinking?  The best place I know.....my bed.  It doesn't really matter if it's day or night.  That's where I get my best thinking done.  I have to wonder where other people do their thinking.  Or maybe their lack of thinking.  Because wherever it is, there sure seems to be a breakdown.  And why do I say that?   It just might be because there are a whole lot of thoughts in our divided nation depicting a lack of reasoning and accountability.   A good thought process shouldn't be act first and deal with the consequences later.   Rest assured.  Thinking done the proper way involves some time.  Not a knee-jerk reaction to a problem or situation.  Case in point....   

In August of this year, Marty Sampson, a worship music writer, singer and active member of Hillsong publicly denounced his faith on social media.  His announcement comes weeks after well-known Christian author Joshua Harris announced his departure from Christianity, both sharing their news over Instagram.

Harris, the author of the controversial Christian bestseller, "I Kissed Dating Goodbye", announced that he and his wife, Shannon, were ending their marriage.  The following week came the following news about his faith.   "I have undergone a massive shift in regard to my faith in Jesus.  The popular phrase for this is 'deconstruction', the biblical phrase is 'falling away.'  By all the measurements that I have for defining a Christian, I am not a Christian.  Many people tell me that there is a different way to practice faith and I want to remain open to this, but I'm not there now."   

On November 5th, 2017 a gunman walked into the First Baptist Church in Sutherland Springs, Texas after shooting several people outside.  As he entered the building he shot and shot and shot.  When he was complete with his carnage he had killed 26 people ages five to seventy two.  Minutes after his flurry he tried to make a getaway but was shot in the leg.   Shortly thereafter he crashed the vehicle he stole and shot himself in the head.  The reaction to this slaughter was detailed by David Horowitz in his book, "Dark Agenda".  "From Hollywood to New York and Washington, the left responded with a chorus of jeers and insults.  Former MSNBC political commentator Keith Olbermann suggested in a tweet that Speak of the House Paul Ryan should proctologize himself with his prayers.  Seattle Democrat, Rep. Pramila Jayapal, tweeted. 'They were praying when it happened.  They don't need our prayers.  They need us to address gun violence...'  Comedian Paul Poundstone sneered: 'If prayers were the answer to mass shootings, wouldn't people at church service be safe?  Actor Wil Wheaton tweeted, 'The murdered victims were in a church.  If prayers did anything, they'd still be alive, you worthless sack of ...'  

It's this type of thinking that has put our country and to an even bigger extent our world on a course to destruction.   Which has caused me to think.  Well actually it's caused me to listen and then to think.  My wife, Joanne, introduced me to Pastor J.D. Farag of Calvary Chapel Kaneohe, Hawaii some time ago.  Farag was born in Beirut, Lebanon to an Egyptian father and a Palestian mother.  We listen to his sermons quite often as well as his weekly prophesy updates.  Not only is he a true communicator, his words smack of honesty and truth.  His insight on current times and prophesy is unique.  If anything, he's been a chief reason for me to lie in bed each week and ponder what lies ahead. 

So what does lie ahead?    Let's see what the Bible says.   Ecclesiastes 9:7-9  

7    No one knows what lies ahead.
       So who can tell someone else what's going to happen?
8     No one can stop the wind from blowing.
       And no one has the power to decide when they will die.
       No one is let out of the army in times of war.
       And evil won't let go of those who practice it.   
9     I understood all these things.  I used my mind to study everything
       that's done on earth.  A man sometimes makes life hard for others.
       But he ends up hurting himself.  

That's quite a perspective.  A man sometimes hurts himself.  Hmmmmmm.  Look around you.  There's a good portion of that going around.  The split between good and evil is greater than ever before.  Add the fact that so many people are taking God's words and changing them to suit their owns needs.....is not part of God's plans.  His words are Truth.  Spoken Literally.    

Here is what I think and believe.   "If we are indifferent to Christ's return and wrapped up in our own selfish affairs, prophetic events will appear to us distant and unimportant, even if they are happening all around us.  But if we study prophecy with a focus on how soon we will be united with Jesus, the passing of time will increase our anticipation of being with the Lord, and we will feel that His returns is near-at the doors!"-Rapture.com    

So if you're thinking is off the rails...you just might need a change of location to do your thinking.  It's not how you want to feel that you need to focus on, it's what's best and right.  Yes, it's all about location...the one location called Heaven.  Remember hearing about that place?


YGG,

John

Thursday, February 22, 2018

HOPE IS A WEAPON..CHAPTER 1 AND 2



Chapter 1

Eddie Martin was laying awake in his ruffled queen-sized bed staring off into never-never land.  Sheets were pitched this way and that.  Pillows were at the bottom and sides of his resting spot.  But for Eddie, it had not been a night of bliss.  He had tossed and turned, put pillows over his head and under his rump.  But sleep did not come peacefully.

"Whatever", said Martin disgusted with the situation.  Eddie, a thin 5 foot 11 inch, sandy haired dude was deep in thought.  He'd graduated from Johnston High School in the Spring of 2010 after joining the Iowa National Guard while a senior in school.  Not because he felt pushed by anyone in doing so, but he'd felt directed to follow in the footsteps of his older brother, Charlie, who enlisted roughly a year earlier.  Eddie loved Charlie.  He idolized him in so many ways and treasured the ground he walked on.  But he was scared or maybe conflicted.  He wasn't sure which.  At 18, what do you know for sure?  So he signed up.

As Eddie looked out the windows at the big blue summer sky above he was trying to decide how this day would unfold. It was drill weekend at Camp Dodge and Martin was supposed to report for duty.  Martin, though, had other ideas. 




"Eddie", time to get up and head to drill" said his dad, Rod, from the first floor living room.  Silence.  "Eddie", he repeated.  Again no reply.  Eddie was hoping the notions of his dad would go away.  But not so.  Seconds later, Mr. Martin entered the bedroom and stared at his middle son.  He sensed there was trouble and the looks of the situation spelled it out.  Eddie was laying cross wise across the bed in his underwear and it was quite apparent he wasn't planning on leaving the house anytime soon.  "Dude", said elder Martin.  "You need to get up and head to drill".  Confidently, Eddie responded, "not going Dad." 

"And why not?", said Mr. Martin.  "I'm just not going.  I don't feel all that great, anyway", said Eddie.  Rod took a deep breath and slowly let it out. This wasn't good but his thoughts suggested there was much more to it than lack of desire or illness.

"Okay", said Rod.  "We've told you before, you have free will but if you don't make the right decision, you'll have to accept the consequences....so you need to call the base and tell them you're sick", he added.  But those words weren't acknowledged.  Already Eddie had made up his mind.  He had no intention of telling anyone, anything.  Whether it was the body language or the glazed look, Martin's dad held his tongue which was a surprise considering the spike he was feeling with his blood pressure.  Just then, older brother  Charlie sauntered into the bedroom.  Charlie, 19, had joined the Iowa National Guard a little more than a year ago and was set to deploy along with roughly 3,000 other Iowa National Guardsmen to Afghanistan in October.  Charlie would be among the 2nd Brigade Combat Team, 34th Infantry Division comprising soldiers from Iowa, Nebraska and another 100 from other states.   It was to be this groups  largest deployment since World War II. "What's going on", said Charlie. "Your brother thinks he's going to skip drill this weekend and not tell anyone".  Charlie stopped in his tracks.  Immediately disgust swept over his face.  "Bro, not a good idea.  Things don't work like that", fired Charlie.   Eddie equaled Charlie's disgust with an attitude of his own.  "I don't care.  I don't care what they do to me, I'm not going", said Eddie.  Charlie and Rod looked at each other certain they weren't going to change any decision Eddie had made.  "Alright then", said Mr. Martin. "Just be aware that whatever you do will affect Charlie.  Your last name is the same and everyone who's anyone knows that you're brothers."

Mr. Martin and the 6' 2" barrel-chested Charlie retreated to the living room.  Their conversation was in agreement.  What Eddie was doing was stupid and selfish.  As they continued their discussion, Mrs. Martin entered the room.  Hope's female senses quickly kicked in.  "Eddie's not going to drill", offered Charlie.  "And his idiotic idea is going to impact the both of us." 

Just then, the ring of Eddie's cellphone brought everyone to attention.  From the exchange taking place it was apparent his drill sergeant was wanting to know where Eddie was.  The Sgt. was known as a no-nonsense type of guy. Had very little if any compassion and was a distinct double for Jim Taylor, the Green Bay Packer fullback of the '60's.  Square jaw, the look of a bulldog and the presence of Rocky Balboa.  Crap was not in his makeup.  He dished out a butt load of attitude and for obvious reasons got none back.  The talk lasted about three minutes.  Then the cursing started, littered with a multitude of four-letter words.  And the throwing of pillows, tennis shoes and anything else he could get his mitts on.  "I told them I was sick", Eddie yelled.  "And in addition to that, I told them my recruiter lied to me about my ADD not being an issue with the miitary.  I told the sergeant I wanted out", he continued. "He asked me if my folks were home...and I said yeah, why?"  "Then he said you'd better round everybody up and be at the base in the next half an hour.  Or else", he said defiantly.  Little did Eddie know, crew cut man had been updating the major during their dialogue regarding the reason for Martin's absence.  The military wheels were now in motion.  A half an hour from now, the talk was to begin.       

Back in the Martin's living room, Hope and Rod shared glances.  The deep brow on Rod's forehead was showing more clarity and Hope's nervous twitch of her eyebrow started up.  As Eddie hit the bottom of the landing in his military gear there was a much less confident person than a short time ago.  Like in a little swarm, the three hit the two-stall garage and fired up the Martin's black 2009 Yukon.  Inside the house, Charlie was explaining the morning ruckus to the youngest Martin, Dan.  A burly high school junior, Dan was seeing military life all too personal.  Probably wasn't his cup of tea.  The garage door creaked as it began its downward run.  As the truck backed down the drive, mom and dad were in agreement.  They hoped their middle son hadn't shot himself in the foot. Eddie had indeed dug himself a big hole.  He just didn't know the depth of his decision yet. He was about to find out. 


Chapter 2

As the Martin's headed down the street from the two-story end of their cul-de-sac home there were definitely changes taking place.  The sky which a little over an hour ago was a deep rich blue now looked more ominous by the minute.  A storm was on the horizon in more ways than one.  Hope  Martin, a woman in her fifties with mid-length blonde hair swept behind her ears who could have easily passed for someone half her age, piped up.  "Guys, I don't like the looks of this", she offered.  "The sky's getting so dark and the clouds are moving fast."  As Hope turned to her husband she observed someone lost in thoughts, yet a person she admired for his persistence in enduring many different trials in his 60 year life.  Although a tad bit overweight, Rod handled his 5 foot 10 inch frame with ease. His brownish-black hair showed a few signs of gray and his face was adorned with a thick full beard. "Rod. Rod", said Hope.  Rod was completely lost in his own thoughts. The radio might have had something to do with it.  Blaring through the dashboard was a song from Skillet, entitled "Hero".  The lyrics no doubt were making their impact.

"It's just another war.  Just another family torn.  Falling from my faith today. Just a step from the edge.  Just another day in the world we live."

Far, far away Rod was hearing his name being called again, "Rod."  "Rod."  "Did you hear what I said?" echoed his wife.  "Can you turn down the radio so we can pray?"  Being the spiritual person Mrs. Martin was, she turned to prayer each and every time she knew her own power was not enough for a situation.  Rod turned down the sound and looked in the rearview mirror at his middle son.  The reflection mirrored a young man that looked as though he was headed to the electric chair.  It was obvious, Eddie's choice of trying to skip out on drill was not a good one.  As Hope began her prayer you could see some relief come to the Eddie.  "And we also ask you Father God for a compassionate man for Eddie and us to meet with.  Please provide a man that can see all sides of a situation and provide a proper direction for us all."  As she ended her words, the Yukon arrived at the south gate to the post and a huge hulk of a solider stepped up to the Martin's window and asked for identifications.  "Can I help you folks?", said the gate man. Somewhat sheepishly, Rod's words came out, "we're here to see Major Fritz Jenkins."  As the guard took account of the three individuals in the vehicle, he no doubt wondered what a family would be seeing Major Jenkins about.  But that wasn't his issue.  Safety was.  "Okay, you can go on through, first building on your left after the circle."

Entering Camp Dodge was a step into military history.  When Charlie had joined the Guard his family had googled Wikipedia to educate themselves on the base.  "Original construction of the post began in 1907, to provide a place for the National Guard units to train. In 1917, the installation was handed over to national authorities and greatly expanded to become a regional training center for forces to participate in the First World War. Along with the numerous National Guard units located at Camp Dodge, the post is also home to the Sustainment Training Center (formerly the National Maintenance Training Center), Joint Forces Headquarters, Iowa's Emergency Operations Center, a MEPS installation, and the State Police academy. The camp is the home of the Iowa Gold Star Military Museum, a member of the Army Museum System".  Formerly the town of Herold was surrounded by the Camp. But in 1990 the U.S. Army Corp of Engineers purchased the town and it is now known to reside in Johnston.  Many soldiers had come here over the years.  Each with a story unto themselves.

The sleek truck came to a quick and complete halt in front of Building 1285.  And then it hit.  Buckets of rain poured down from the skies. The kind of moisture that beats right into your brain.  Along with that the northwest winds began to howl in dog like fashion.  More than 30 miles an hour.  The Martin's made a mad dash up the sidewalk and into the new red and cream brick structure.  Shaking off the droplets from their clothes, Hope, Rod and Eddie began their slow walk to Major Jenkins office.  Entering the room, the Major, a man about 6'2" and perfectly proportioned, who no doubt had been anxiously awaiting his visitors, stood up and greeted the three.  "Hi', I'm Major Fritz Jenkins, what seems to be the story here?"

Everyone's eyes went to Eddie and the nervous appearance fully apparent on his face.  The big bulge in his adam's apple said even more.  This wasn't going to be an easy story to tell.  But he was clearly on center stage.  And the curtain was up.  Action!   

Friday, January 26, 2018

TIME TO GET BACK AT IT


Today, I shook off the dust from my laptop and stared at the screen.  Looking back at me was "My Father's Voice" blog site.  It took me a couple of minutes to remember all the functions of posting a story but it came back to me fairly quickly.  It had been a long time since I'd written anything for MFV.  The last post was dated 9/25/15.  Almost 28 months ago.  YIKES.  The title was "One Minute With God, What Would You Ask?  For some reason after publishing the article, I stopped writing.  I didn't quit.  I simply stopped writing on this site.

Over the course of the last several years I've written over a hundred hockey articles on the Chicago Blackhawks.  I was keeping my writing skills well sharpened.  It was a lot of fun but not nearly as rewarding as what my first blogging adventure had been.  Then last summer I had several people encourage me in writing a book on everything our family had gone through with our son Kristopher's deployment to Afghanistan in 2010.

My initial reaction was NO WAY.  Writing a book was always something I thought was far to laborious...but days later I looked at my blog and realized in essence, I had already written a book  except in a much different form.  I got to thinking, if I used the stories I reported on,  I could tie things into a nice neat little package with some additional story telling.  So, I was off and running.  Now, months later,  I am  roughly 75% done with the project.  I can see the end in site.  I can't tell you how excited I will be when the day comes that I close the computer lid and say, DONE.   In the coming weeks, I will post snippets from the book to give a little glimpse into "Hope is a Weapon".  That's the name in big bold letters one day at the movie theatre.  It was like the title was written for me.   How did this journey begin, you ask?  Below you can read a letter to the editor of the Des Moines Register a short time before our son deployed.  That's where it all began..... 




 A tear drop hit my pillow last night as I lay awake …..followed moments later by a second and a third.  The last one was a long, streaming one, which I think had a more profound significance than the others.    Certainly this was the one that forced me to choke back a real melt down.

It has been two and a half months since I had really let my emotions come forth.  It was tough saying goodbye to my oldest son, Kristopher, that day at the Boone campus.  He along with some 100 other National Guardsman boarded 4 busses and headed off to Camp Shelby in Mississippi.  It was a day unlike any other I had known.  Families being stretched to the greatest of emotional lengths.  Some said goodbye to husbands, others to wives,  son and daughters.   There were young spouses no doubt left with the responsibility of trying to  explain what was going on and why mommy or daddy was leaving on a bus with a whole lot of other people.  Another young lady,  looking to give birth within a month or so, tried to hold back tears.  She wasn’t doing a very good job, but who was I to talk.  Yet, looking around me, I could only think of how each of our lives would become different.  Yes, our tears were real that day……..

Last night though, my tears were different.  They were bigger and they came out of nowhere.   And they were  much different than the ones back on July 30th.   And they are different again today as I try to put my feelings down with words that don’t do justice.  Justice for me, my family and all the other men and women and their friends and families who are experiencing their loved one deploying to Afghanistan.  Today, when my son leaves, and in the following weeks more than 3,000 Iowa Guardsman will be leaving our safe shores to DEPLOY.  Not train, but deploy.

 What does deploy mean? I had to look it up to make sure.  Google had a short definition which stated, “to move into a position of readiness or availability.”   Okay…that makes sense.  Yet, I feel there is one important word that was  left out.  REAL.  There will be Real bullets and a Real enemy for REAL.  And it’s all for Real life and real death in a region that I‘m still trying to get my mind wrapped around.  Is Afghanistan all that important?   Are we fighting on level terms?  Those questions alone are enough to make a person tear up.  

So as you can see,  my tears have been different.  They were a “safe” tear when I knew my son was here in our country preparing for his duty.   Now, it’s the furthest thing from that.  Safe tears have been replaced by scared tears, followed by proud tears followed by scared tears.

It goes without saying, that I have come to a greater appreciation for our military and our country through this whole deployment process.   Men and women have taken to their responsibility and  are making all Iowans proud.  I won’t kid you, it’s going to be a long 9 months.   What do my future tears hold in store for me?  Will it be for someone who has a solider wounded?  Or will it be for one killed in action?  I can’t even think of going there.

It has been said that tears are good for the soul.  It’s our reaction to an experience.  It has an awful lot to do with living, I think.   If you’ve seldom let your emotions or experiences taken you there, then today, think about those whose lives will be challenged from every angle possible.   An old sixties song, “96 Tears” sure comes to mind right now.  “Cry, cry, cry…96 tears, tears for the warm hearted, 96 tears.”  How many tears do I have left?  I don’t really know, but  I do know this.   The shortest and sweetest verse in the Bible is…. ‘‘Jesus wept.”   Puts it all in perspective, don’t you think?